I am now experiencing a huge wave of random depression. I think part of it is how dysfunctional my family is and how I have a c but also how I am in a dedicated relationship that doesn’t exist and never will.

I’m not trying to be funny, I honestly think I’m going to kill myself.
this week i have won 1/10 games.
I’m not that bad
I usually go positive
But my team always sucks
I am going to punch myself so hard that I get a concussion
Goodnight.

I’m not trying to be funny, I honestly think I’m going to kill myself.

this week i have won 1/10 games.

I’m not that bad

I usually go positive

But my team always sucks

I am going to punch myself so hard that I get a concussion

Goodnight.